I really thought this was going to be our month. I had a few pregnancy symptoms, sore nipples for 1 week, backache, inconstant abdominal cramping and weird taste. But today I woke up and I had some spotting (my period is due tomorrow). I'm just so disappointed and at the same time I feel empty. I just don't know how long I can take this anymore. We have been trying for 20 months. I keep telling myself it's going to happen but month after month I don't see this happening anymore.  My heart aches and I'm dying to be a mom, but now I'm thinking that I might not be. I'm going to try accupuncture again and the last week of November I'm going to my OB to talk about <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I'm still hoping that one that I have my rainbow baby