Alone :'(

💕💕💕💕 • Been in love for 6 years. Ttc for baby #1
Hey ladies! Im 20 years old, been with my SO for almost 6 years (next month will make 6 years!) And ttc for baby number one. He works out of state and is gone from monday morning at around two until late friday or saturday night. My last period was on 9/1 and we tried to bd as much as we could when he was home. (According to glow he left the day before i ovulated.) I took a test and it came back positive this sunday when he was home! I was OVERJOYED! Went to the hospital to get a blood test to confirm it yesterday, and it was negative. I was devastated... i came home to an empty house and its really getting to me. Hes trying to be supportive and encouraging but theres only so much he can do over the phone. I just feel so alone... and all ive done is cry... i dont really have any friends. I just dont know what to do :'( i just feel so alone!! 😭😭😭