I'm am so done! I can't keep on doing this to myself! We are TTC-ING for 5 years and 7 months. In the last 10 months I had 2 miscarriages. This week I found out that I am pregnant. I was so happy, so hopefully. I took pregnancy tests 4 days In a row and the line is getting fainter. Yesterday I took one with FMU and the line was fainter. I took one later and the line was stronger. This morning the line is even fainter. I realize that there are no chances that everything is OK. I'm not sure how to go thru this again! Third time in 10 months? Why me? What am I doing wrong?

I can't keep on doing this to myself. Every month hoping and every time going thru disappointment.