Well it day 4 do I feel any enter NO this hurts like hell. The problem is I'm so used to him being here and now I have to pick up the pieces and start a new life without him being apart of it. I'm mad because I feel like I'm the only one who is hurting and he is like okay it's over time to start a new chapter with a new person. It's funny how woman react to a breakup and a man react. I'm sitting at work and I'm so unhappy and miserable. But the crazy thing about this is when we where together I was unhappy and miserable. So I had/have no relief. I just wish this PAIN would  subside. Thank you for listening. Just needed to vent.