So For Christmas we were planing on going home we live in jersey and were gonna go home to Texas !! But now my husband changed his mind and I understand where's he's coming from , he would rather use what money we will save to pay some credit bills !! And I get it but I just want to go home it's been a year since I have seen my family and my daughter has seen her grandparents!! And now being pregnant with baby #2 makes me miss home so much more !!! I just hate this so much all I wanna do is cry !! Stupid hormones!!!! The difference between my husband and I is I have faith that everything will happen as it should as in when we pay our bills off and all he sees is dollars !! I pray every day and just believe we will be okay and we will make it cuz we always have !!!