Need some serious prayer

Elle • Trusting in God's timing while hoping to uplift others. Baby #1 with Jesus. He's not finished with me yet.
I'm sure there are others like me, but it's been a while since we have not been preventing...since Feb 2015. My sister got pregnant while on birth control and has 3 kids already so I thought I'd be "fertile myrtle!" Haha. I totally trust and even asked God for my kids to be born in His perfect timing, but it's so hard to wait. I am 26 and shouldn't be in a rush but I really want to be a young mom :-) I pray I would remember to follow and find satisfaction in Him. It's so easy to plan our lives exactly how WE want them..or to covet someone else's blessings...but God is faithful. He sees the end result! It may not be in the way we want or planned, but it will eventually make sense. This is for all my brothers and sisters in Christ who know what I'm talking about trusting in Him!! However, I wish everybody love and success in there baby making :-)