I'm in a great relationship, with the man I'm going to marry. I have an amazing job.. However recently I lost my older brother to a drug overdose. I'm already on antidepressant  medication because I've suffered from migraines for about 7 years. I've battled depression in the past from other circumstances.. But this battle is by far the worst. I'm not really sure why I'm even posting this, I'm not one to beg for attention.. But some days I just need to know my life isn't pointless. Losing Joey has been extremely hard.. And I feel like I'm drowning.