TTC after Breast Cancer

Katherine
Hello ladies! As this is my very first time ever posting, my apologies in advance if I don't put correct txt abbreviations and such as I am just learning this app ☺️ So I had Mirena taken out in July, my husband and I were married Aug 8. Haven't gotten pregnant yet. Not too worried bc it's only been 2 1/2 months lol. I guess I'm afraid it won't happen as I had breast cancer. Dx Sept 2012 then had double mastectomy Oct 2012. Started chemo Nov 2012 till May 2013 then IV herceptin till April 2014. I do have a 4 year old son from previous relationship but we ended it right after my mastectomy as he was clearly not able to be there for me. Did have eggs retrieved and frozen before I started chemo but was told by my OBgyn that all my bloodwork seemed normal FSH levels and such. She said (thank the LORD 🙏🏼🙏🏼) "chemo did not destroy your eggs" but as I just started dating my now husband and at that time still undergoing herceptin she put me on Mirena. So that's the background info...now I'm scared still for some reason that I may not be able to conceive??? I've had a period every month since Mirena was taken out. And was disappointed bc of course we were not having a baby. I do believe timing is everything and things happen for whatever reason but wow each month taking a test and getting that BFN slices away at my heart a little each time. How do you all cope w/ this? We want to give my son a sibling so bad and of course my husband would like to have a child of his own even tho he did say he considers my son his as well and would be content if we only had him. I'm blessed in so many ways to be here and have the family I do. I just want to have another baby so bad and feel pregnant again and knowing that I'm growing a miracle, a tiny human in me that is part me, part my husband just makes me smile ear to ear. Should I wait it out? Or go back to Dr to double check?? W/ my history? I am being impatient my hubby says LOL. What do you think? Thanks and love to all you ladies out there 💞✌🏼