Colicky babies

Hey ladies FTM here and I have a colick baby on my hands😔. Of All the times I dreamed of him being here I never once thought or put into consideration that he would be colick or this hard to handle. I love him very much but it's just so hard and a lot to deal with. I'm starting to resent my BF who currently isn't living with me and works all day. He comes over for a few hours then takes off to get some much needed rest for work in the morning. As if being a mom and entertaining or trying to find ways to entertain a colicky 5 week old who is screaming at the top of his lungs is easy! I'm beginning to become extremely over whelmed with resentment, anger, hurt, sorrow and missing my old life of simplicity and sleep lol. I love my son with everything I have and I wouldn't trade him for the world but I just need to hear some others moms with colic babies and a little inspiration and advice on how on what they did