Loosing hope

Nikki
I am 36 ttc#2. My first son was done with in vitro and it worked the first time. When we started trying again 2 1/2 years ago we did a year of in vitro with no success. I have suffered one chemical and one Mc this year. My doctor said that I should be able to conceive another child. And month after month of peeing on sticks to show ovulation and then getting my hopes up to just be disappointed. I am just feeling so beat down and discuraged. I don't know how much more fight I have. I have a gorgeous little boy that I love to death and everyone tells me well u have one so don't worry about it. But us a women know the ache in our hearts for another one.