I have had a baby weighed.. 180.. Gone thru bad break ups lost 60 lbs weighed 120 went thru emotional stress gained 20 lbs. weighed 140. Thru breakup and eating binges... To good solid days to bad days.. It's safe to say I hate my weight! :( I now have no self confidence or drive , I don't feel sexy enough or good enough. All because how much I way!!!??? Wth is that? Why can I not feel beautiful in my own skin! I am back to weighing 170! And although people tell me I look good I feel as thought I'm worthless! :( that when I turn around there's laughter at me not with me. I try to stay on diets and exercise. But it all fails.. Motivation is what I need and my 5 yr old is starting to let me see the brighter side of things.. No matter how mad I get at her she still loves me. So today I start the challenge to better myself for my family.. To help my stress and to help my everyday attitude With love