Guilty feeling

Amanda • I`m 32. Ttc baby #1. I had a chemical pregnancy in August and a chemical again in February. Praying for my rainbow baby
I had one a miscarriage August, my first pregnancy. We're going to try again after two cycles. But I'm literally obsessed with finding out the possible reason for my miscarriage. Progesterone? Food I'm eating? Blood disorder? I can't grasp the concept that it just happened.. And I feel so guilty and useless. People say it wasn't my fault.. But how can people say that when it was my body that miscarried the baby, my body that couldn't hold my baby. I cry all the time still