Okay so it's been over a month that I had sex with my partner. I still have doubts that I'm not pregnant.. I'm really fertile (SUPER WET CM)  last month I spotted really ugly (Creamy Brownish/reddish)  & it made me have an irregular period afterwards (Didn't get checked out for it) and I'm honestly wanting to take a pregnancy test, but I went to the doctors about 2-3 weeks ago and they took a blood test & uruin test and I called to ask if they found anything and they told me if they didn't call me within 48 hours that means I am not pregnant.. I just don't want to get a negative and again beat myself over it because then I'll get in a state of mind that I can't have my own family..  I just want to get some advice..