Hi guys, I'm new on here and I have never had the support as I had never told anyone apart from the police. When I had just turned 16 I was with a boy I had been with previously and he was wanting to have sex and I always said no so he obviously got annoyed and then I went to his one day when his family was out because we always had movie days. Erm yeah that didn't happen he rapped me and I kept screaming no at the top of my lungs but he never stopped. He didn't use protection but luckily I didn't get pregnant and it's been a year so every relationship I've been in I've been too scared to have sex and I'm also insecure about my body weight I'm hoping I can find the support I need