Alone

I feel completely alone. I just want to curl up in a ball and stay there until this all blows over. Hubby feels the same but I hate burdening him with my feelings (as much as he encourages me to) because I can't stand upsetting him. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone because I get the 'it will happen when it's right' or 'youve got an appointment coming up, you'll get answers then and it'll be sorted'. No it won't. Why doesn't anyone tell you about the emotional turmoil involved in trying to build a family with the most perfect and deserving husband because it will make you both complete? If I had known how horrendous it would be I would have never started this difficult journey over 2 years ago

Please tell me someone else feels this too