This Really Sucks

Adrienne
I had a miscarriage in July and this cycle was our first time trying since. I was due for AF on Thursday but she didn't come. I got a faint positive everyday until yesterday morning when it got lighter. Then last night AF showed her ugly face. 
It's so unfair that I just had to go through a week and a half of strong pregnancy symptoms, aka: feeling like crap, and it was for nothing. 😢😢 Now AF is here and I feel like crap all over again and it's so frustrating and depressing 😓
All I want is to be a mom.