Giving up

So i took a pregnancy test on Saturday it was positive i cried my bf cried he sang to my stomach was super excited then sunday i went to the walk in and umm my baby is now my angel they said umm she was tubel i didnt want to leave i sat there n cried n prayed i had to go home and tell him he called me from work and i couldn't do it when he got home and he seen me he dropped to his knees n cried holding my belly pleading with god

Im not sure what to do or say he says we can try again but i see the hurt in his eyes...

Are age is catching up to us and we just want to have a lil person to share are adventure with