Okay so I leave for basic training on the 26th, I only get to see my boyfriend on weekends. I won't be able to see him this weekend. And I won't see him the weeknd after, because I have to go to Drill RSP.

Today his mom dropped me off at my house today was my last day to see him. When we got to my house he said "I love you" with his mom in the car so this was really significant to me because I was shy to say it back with his mom there.

So I said "I love you too, I'll see you in two weeks" ...

Later he text me and said he didn't hear me say "I love you too".

So now I'm crying my eyes out and hyperventilating cause I know I said it back, cause I made a conscious thought to do so cause his mom was in the car.

Now I feel like crap because if he didn't hear it its like I never said it. And I miss him all ready. But I'm really sad that he didn't hear me. I feel I hurt him, but I didn't mean to cause its like I didn't say it, he just didn't hear me.

Is my fault? Should I feel sad? Is just me knowing were gonna be apart? Why do I feel worthless? I'm just so upset he didn't hear me. Could it just be my hormones cause I'm on my period?

Help I going crazy