Falling apart

I don't know how to make us work anymore. I am screaming inside every day for you and i don't even think you hear me. Maybe you don't even want to try to listen. I scream at you and you still don't hear me. Dealing with depression, stay home mom to a 16 month old and 22w pregnant and hardly any emotional support from you. I feel like such a failure.

I am sorry, I needed and outlet. I have no one to go to. I need encouraging words and prayers. Like a lot please. I can't take this much longer. I'm losing my strength to fight and I don't want to give up on my mairage.