Terrified to test!

I am so scared to find out if im pregnant. Not that I don't want to be but... in April I was diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy and that was the worst. I just don't want to go through all of that again. But I am 2 days late and I've been regular ever since I regulated after the ep. Should I test now it wait it out? Also I'm having no signs or symptoms that I'm pregnant or that I'm getting my period.