My emotions may be forcing me to make a choice I'm not sure what the result would be..

Hi ladies I'm deeply thinking about something. I've had two MC'S this year one in January at 10 weeks, and the other was a belighted ovulm which was suppose 5 weeks if there was a fetus but I still consider a loss child no matter what anyone says. So after my second loss my dr said that if I wanted he could look Into things to see what's going on. When I went back to dr to go over results my thyroid and something else called homozygousitis came back and he also told me thst if I would try again take baby asprin? What's that suppose to help ? Now he said that he would be more worried about my thyroid so he sent be to a regular dr and she told me that she doesn't understand now I was sent for my thyroid because it seems to be normal. And now she wants me to do all kinds of other test Like for lupus and stuff which I'm not sure about. It's just test after test after test and I can't take. But there is something I'd like your opinion on... I'm seriously thinking about just thinking to talking with my husband about giving it another try and hoping 3rd time the charm and having our rainbow baby. I just want my baby.