Just want to vent

Lauren • I been ttc for 2 years
So just the other day I was informed that one of my best friends are pregnant I'm going to tell you right now that I was not happy at all and to be honest I even told her that to her face I was the last person she wanted to tell because I have been trying longer than she has she's also the one that told me that I need to not have a child so early in life but then here she goes turning around and doing the same thing she just was ridiculing me about I don't know I feel some type away and I'm very frustrated and upset just why her and not me.