Black sheep

Its been 5 months since I have seen my family and today I visited them. It was okay but I realized how much I don't miss them because of how they act with me. I was watching some family videos on my laptop and I didn't notice how much they treated me bad just because I'm like the black sheep of the family. More different. I don't even feel like visiting them anymore after I just saw this treatment. No wonder I was always depressed!! Family has so much to do with a persons happiness. Does anybody not communicate with any family anymore?