Mixed feelings.

I just found out that one of my good friends who had a miscarriage 2 months ago is now pregnant again. Like, I'm super excited for her & her rainbow baby, but I'm also envious ): me & SO have great paying jos, plenty of spare time, our own house, paid off vehicles, and she is living with a 16 year old and her 1 year old son, neither have jobs & they live in basically a drug house... I'm excited for her to have her baby, but I'm EXTREMELY jealous... how do I stop this.