Am I broken??

So the only way I can orgasm is to use the shower head's water pressure  on my clit. If I'm in bed and Rubin it, it feels like too much and if I stick anything inside my vagina, I get nothing. Kind of like putting a tampon in. I get no sexual pleasure from penetration. I've never had sex of any kind with anyone else btw. But I'm just wondering, has anyone else experienced this?