How to get over your First?

Megan • Just a left handed Gemini 🐥
I lost my Vs to my best friend a while back. He needed up moving over seas and we parted ways, where a few months later I met the love of my life ☺️ 
I just feel like I never had a breakup with him, and although I never loved my first , he still meant a lot to me. Sometimes I'm bitter over what happened, I would of loved to of waited and lost it to who i love today. 
Is this normal? It's been a year , will time fix this? 😢