Bittersweet

Robyn • I am a single mom of 3 kids. Divorced.
I am currently 20wks 2 days pregnant with my third baby. My second child passed away at two months old 10/2013 from a congenital heart defect that went undetected until autopsy. I am finally feeling this baby move a lot. It's super bittersweet becaus the last time I felt a baby move inside my womb was my little Mackenzie. It makes me miss her so much and wish I was still pregnant with her. They're going to be doing a fetal echo in a week to make sure this baby doesn't have anything wrong. If he does we will be delivering in Denver, CO ( we live in MT and don't have a hospital that could cater to a neonatal heart defect) I just wish they would have done something like this for Mackenzie. Maybe she would still be here. Sorry for the vent just having an emotional time here missing my baby girl yet very excited to be feeling this movement again