It all just hit me...

I just got all my symptoms now and I hate it. I feel sick all day long, I am an emotional wreck, I am exhausted all day long then have insomnia all night, and I just hate it. This is my third and I don't remember being so upset about  being pregnant with my last two. I know I should be so thankful and blessed to be having a baby when so many wish they could be in my shoes...but I'm just mad. I hate it so much. I just can't enjoy anything I feel like with this pregnancy. It's just the worst. And I want it to be over. I feel like I have no idea how I'll last till the end of May 😓😓😓 just needed to get it off my chest. Thanks guys.