Disappointed...

I went against my better judgement this morning and listened to Glow and took a test. I am tired of taking a pregnancy test and being so hyped up for only one line to pop up. My husband and I have been trying since January of this year being successful in July, only to have our hearts ripped from our chest by losing our baby bean. AF is still three days out, but I'm losing hope for this month. I have a few symptoms, but I'm trying not to read too far into them. Please send me good vibes and internet hugs today. It's going to be a long day. :(