At my breaking point.

Natalie • 2 losses and 1 beautiful daughter. Pregnant with #2 and praying to make it all the way.
Just had to call my mother in law to come get my defiant two year old. Being pregnant and sick all the time plus a strong willed toddler has finally left me feeling like I can't do this. I miss working and wish I never agreed to being a stay at home mom two and a half years ago. Now pregnant again and no one will hire me in medical sales in my "condition" I feel there is no end in sight to this. 
I am going crazy and feel like I suck so bad at this "job". 
Feeling trapped.