My story with the pill

I have tried being on the pill for one month, after the condom slipped off once.  Yesterday I decided to stop taking the pill after I finished the first packet. It made me feel less alive, fatigue, dizzy, and without without feelings. I am excited about returning to my previous self: seeing the spark in my eyes when I ovulate. At the same time, I'm very scared of a condom failure. Has anyone experienced similar stories? If so what do you think of my choice to stop the pill? Two years ago I tried NuvaRing but it made my life a hell.