Baby Fever

I'm only 17... And i know its weird but my boyfriend just turned 20. Him and his mom want him to have a baby. But i want to go to college. I have so many goals and so many things i want to do but I'm completely against abortion, so i dont take birth control yet but we are both completely head over heals for eachother... I love kids! I would completely love to have one ! But me and his income just couldnt make that happen right now. He says he wants a "reason" to try harder in life... Idk what to do... 😒