Cheating on a Cheater

My past boyfriend was a serial cheater, and the relationship obviously ended. I was about to dump him when a previous boyfriend texted me and asked to hangout. I knew the relationship was over, so I went out with the other boy and we hooked up. I felt no guilt. I never told the boy that I cheated, and I never will. I would NEVER recommend this, but honestly it was so freeing. Cheating causes so much pain, but knowing I could cause that pain right back was strangely liberating. How awful is that ? 😂