I am absolutely horrified...

Anyone else feel this way about the birth of their babies? I know while in the operating room, I'm going to be crying like a baby. Both happy and sad, because once they are out they can't go back and right then my life changes forever. The second I hear them cry I'll cry too! And I'm scared. It's so easy to care for them now while they are inside. And every day that goes by is one day closer to their birth :( im not ready. I've had only two children for 4 years! I'm not ready for them to be so close to birth yet :/ im sure I'd feel this way if there were even one, but two is daunting! Any words of encouragement?