Depressed. TTC at 34

Rachel
So been TTCing for just over a year now. This cycle looks like I'm not going to ovulate. I've never not ovulated. Always ovulated on cd 17/18. Sitting at cd 21 with no symptom of gearing up to ovulate. Ttc should be fun and exciting but all it is....is heartache and depressing. Month after month of disappointment. 
Just wanted to feel sorry for myself for a minute. Baby dust to all.