I lost my dad in May 2014, to a car accident, 2 weeks before I graduated high school. It is so hard to deal with everyday. I am 19 years old, and I live with my boyfriend and his mom. I have trouble sleeping at night, I have gained over 40 pounds and my anxiety is so bad. People say having a baby brings a lot of joy into your life and also a lot of stress. But honestly I have put a lot of thought into it and a baby would make me so happy. Has anyone else lost a parent ? I would love to talk to people who can relate. If so, feel free to comment and we can find a way to contact each other. I really need a friend.