Since having my little bundle of joy, I've noticed that I havnt bonded as much as I thought I would have as when I was pregnant, don't get me wrong being a first time mum is amazing and I love every minute of it, but there are times were I'm wondering if I'm doing the right thing for my little one, getting everything he's needing, I don't want to sound Nasty but on times I feel as if Id rather be pregnant, I think I miss pregnancy and labor more than being a mum on times. Just feeling the kicks and having a secret only me and baby inside knows the feeling of closeness, the kicks, appointments and scans made me feel more excited because I was always wondering what my little one would look like, I feel as if I've bonded more with my bump than I have with baby, will my feeling for a bump dissapear and will my feelings for my little one come soon, trying to shake it but it just doesn't leave my mind