Green monster

Everytime I see a pregnancy announcement I try so hard to be happy for them but honestly I just get so upset, jealous, envious, angry, wanting to bang my head against a wall in frustration. Sometimes I burst into tears, and get so emotional.

I absolutely hate that I feel this way, and I truly am happy for those that are blessed. But I want to be blessed too. Please tell me I'm not the only one that gets like this.

End rant.