Azoospermia

Sometimes I think to myself while reading these posts that people put up on their pregnancy tests.   I hope they all come out positive!  It's such a bummer to get BFN.  Every girl who wants a BFP, should get one.  But that's not the case and life is that easy, right?   
We found out we can't even have kids due to DP having azoospermia.  At first, we grieved for a child we never had.  But then,  our faith grew stronger and stronger and we believe everything happens for a reason.  Maybe we were just meant not to have kids or maybe a miracle baby will be a blessing in disguise?
We're considering a donor sperm, but I'm still hesitant.  The doc presumes I may have endometriosis and with that our only option is <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>...we can't afford that!!! Not sure what's planned for us in the future.