When I start college my boyfriend will be in his junior year. He had the luxury of us not being serious when he was applying I dont. I say this because I'm finding it so hard to not look at schools by him. ( he's 4 hours away right now ) I want to be close to him again and it's been really hard. But I really don't want to pick a school just because of that. At the same time it's really hard not to. I will have to pay for college by myself so I want to say money where I can ( living in an apartment off campus ). If I did go to this school that I've been looking at we could live together and it would save thousands on college. I do like the school ans they have the program I'm waiting to go into, but I can't really tell if I'm choosing it for myself or for my boyfriend. I want to say 100% I'm doing it for myself but right now I can't.