TWW- I'm getting anxious

Teresa ♡ TT
AF is expected on Nov 1st and I am getting anxious. This cycle I had to take Provera and also Femara. I have been sooo emotional yesterday and today, I'm getting choked up over everything lol. And I had cramps 2 days ago that were pretty bad. I feel super bloated and tired. My boobs are huge.. This all could just be pms. I never know anymore with my body lol but I'm really hoping this is our month. It's been 10 months now and we had a miscarriage in July. So I truly hope this is our month. I wish I could just test now to put my mind at rest. Ugh. One more week to go...