Sex sucked

So I had sex for the first time since my doctor gave me the ok bc I had a subchorionic hematoma... Well it sucked my husband said it was not the same and I should really go get a Brazilian wax 😓😥 while we were doing it.  Really hate hate that he didn't even acknowledge I tried to satisfy him.  Plus,  who has the energy to shave! I don't even have a bush idk what he's talking about but I'm really disappointed in myself and I feel completely unattractive.  I told
Him to wait until March bc I really have no sex drive,  and he said he couldn't wait that long.   Then good luck bc I'm
Not your sex server! Deuces ✌🏿️