Am I a horrible person?

This girl who I'm not even friends with (just associate with due to my husband and her boyfriend being friends) just had another baby.. one she only got pregnant with to keep her boyfriend from breaking up with her. She knows I have infertility and suffered a miscarriage not to long ago but keeps texting me to complain about her pregnancy or rub it in my face... she now just had her second kid today and expects me to be jumping for joy for her and visit her and the baby in the hospital. I don't want to be anywhere near her and her baby... anyone's baby right at this point. It's still a stab in the heart for me right now and her rubbing her pregnancy in my face all these months has really put me off on wanting to be around her. Am I horrible for feeling and thinking this way?