Vbac vs csection

So originally I said I wanted vbac all the way. Now that we are coming in to the end I'm getting really nervous about trying a vbac. I'm terrified to fail and need a csection anyways. I'm 30wks now and so over this pregnancy now  lol. Just want to meet my little man. But I'm also well aware of the recovery time of a csection. I keep flip flopping now. This has not been the easiest pregnancy. Anyone else getting this? What are you going to do?