Jealousy

I was looking at my MIL pictures she took this past weekend on the computer and I came across all the pictures of my husbands ex girlfriend (mother to his 2 kids) it just made me so jealous cause he always told me 6/7 months before he ended things he knew he wanted to end things was just too scared... But in all the pictures he looks happy 😔 sometimes more happy than the very very few pictures my MIL has taken of us 😔 he always reinsurers me he's very happy more happy than he was with her but I still feel jealous. We got married really really quick (2 months after meeting) and already 7 months pregnant so of course jealousy comes stronger for me now. I saw all the places they went together and they have taken me the same places never anywhere new... Like am I just sloppy seconds i have to be brought to the same places as she did? 😔