It's kind of a LONG story but just stick Tonight was like our biggest fights yet, my boyfriend and I. His family was talking shiz about me and he didn't say anything to protect me they didn't know I could hear them. I got angry later tonight and it went so far downhill from there that I ended up in the bathtub with all of my clothes on, bawling with my wrist cut open. he walked in on me and was like get the f*** out and leave and I tried to get out and he grabbed my ponytail and took my pants off and tried to "touch" me and i was bawling telling him no i dont want it i just wnat to be held and then he told me to go to the room so i did and i sat there and he pushed me down i was so weak and bawling and upset at this point and he had sex with me while i cried my eyes out...now i have no idea where to go or what to do.