Dad I wish you didn't changed you remind me of the way you were when you drank, mean and alway mad and fighting in with people. You ate the reason trusted no man, you are the reason everytime a boyfriend drank I would push him away. Mayne when we were in Minnesota it was better than Utah even know nothing but negative happened at least you were the dad you needed to be. Now your son and I can't stand you. I remember to when I was little and you and my mom were on the ground hitting and scratching each other and hitting each other I was 5. Because of you, you mad me see thing a little girl should never have to see. To me you were a bad dad. And it makes me sad that I see you and mom fighing they was you did when you were drunk. And when I have a baby you won't be in its life. But I love you and it hurts that you choose the alcohol over your family