I really want to get excited but scared of the let down

Ameera
Hi everyone my husband and I been trying to conceive for the past three years. First it was him with the issue (NO SPERM) fixed his issue than it was me just had my lap on September 16. this is our first cycle trying to successfully conceive now that we know that all my endometriosis cleared up and crazy thing is my period is late it's usually on time or sometimes a bit early but for some reason I can't bring myself to test. I have a couple of pregnancy symptoms but I think I'm really in disbelief. My period did come exactly on time right after my lap so this is why I still can't believe that I can be possibly be pregnant. All I can do is pray that I close 2015 with the bundle of joy in my tummy.