I give up πŸ’”πŸ˜”πŸ˜©πŸ˜­πŸ‘ΆπŸ½

This is starting to get so depressing every time my period comes. I just want to throw my phone at a wall. I literally am annoyed I cry every time I figure out im on my period, or my period comes. Its just really devastating that this is the only thing i want in life so bad an no matter how hard i work an try for it i got nothing to show. it just doesnt happen. Not only that i feel like i fail my fiancΓ©. Hes always hoping im pregnant an touching my belly, laying on it, hugging it. An when im not i can see the sadness in his eyes. It breaks my heart cuz I can tell/see he wants this as muchh as i do. I honestly think its time to give up after 7 months of trying. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ‘ΆπŸ½