New Years Eve 2015, DH and I conceived, it was our first pregnancy

Faithfully ttc
New Years eve 2015, DH and I conceived, it was our first pregnancy. We were so excited. At 11.5 weeks we had told nearly everyone we knew. Sadly, I suffered a MMC and we lost the baby. Long story-short my AF has not been regular since our loss in March.
​Over the months that passed we tried everything to conceive but with my AF being so irregular it was nearly impossible to tell when I was going to O. My Dr said we had to try for a year
Before she would give me anything to induce my period.
​So it seemed like everyone got pregnant or had a baby during the months we were TTC and I was becoming more frustrated and depressed with every passing week. Finally about three weeks back DH and I decided to stop trying. We agreed that it was causing too much stress and that we should just let things happen a little more naturally. This past weekend (Halloween) I went to the cottage with my BFF for some R&R and she told me, after three weeks of trying she had fallen pregnant. I was so happy for her but deeply, and selfishly, devastated for myself. When I got back from the cottage I immediately tested, expecting the same BFN I had become so accustomed to seeing... Well, there was the slightest, tiniest, faintest of faint lines! I tested again this morning and the line got a little darker!!! I don't have confirmation from a doctor yet but, well... Take a look!!!